our bones know
how to stack themselves 
to stand
where to meet and slide
to step and sit
how to fit
when we need to hide 
and unfurl
to cup our weight
our feet feel
each heave and sigh
each turn of the wheel
every curl
as our bellies toil
to unpack the world
into easy pieces
mere blocks to stack
to strengthen and flex
our shoulders decks
holding our heads above water
blades slicing down our backs
to hoist our sails
tails anchored
tucked under overflowing bowls
and rooted to sea floor
no anemone 
all wiggle and flow
could know what secrets
our caged chests hold

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Sit with me, friends, 'neath Newton's mythic tree
to feel its roots reach below so deeply

as its arching branches soar high above.
Could there be any question of its love? 

That in its balance, strength? In its strength, light?
That it shines as it shades and bends with might? 

That in its quiet curves, its knots and bows
it answers all our queries, whys and hows?

Like how to keep on standing as storms rage
or why we fight the book but love the page.

Though its rough bark may wake us to life's pains,
its eager leaves protect us from the rains.

And when old forces push us to new lows,
sit with me, friends, to learn all that it knows.

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Let breath move you, my loves,
step after aching step.
Let your sighs slip from your heel
to ease gently into your past,
as your toe reaches ahead
onto unknown sand.
Fill your lungs with possibility
that propels you forward,
weight spilling and spreading
across your wide, flat sole,
rooting you to your nowness
from this now to the next.
Let the black hole behind you,
forever spinning underneath,
pull apart the breath you leave behind,
the steps taken,
impressions made.
Let its endless churning devour
every step, each regret,
for new ground, fresh air awaits.
My loves, let breath move you.

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Our crowns did not create us
but can change us if we let them
can blind us to our sameness
when we set them and forget them
bake a hard shell of privilege
to encase us and protect us 
from paying for the damage 
done to those who would reject us 
for breaking every promise
made to change and to respect them 
not to hold so tightly to
golden blindfolds and neglect them
for when our crowns inflate us
sum us up and then become us
the solid ground we stood on
quakes so they can take them from us.

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Yes, yes, the horrors.
Yes, the waste. Yes, the pain.
Yes, the way we crumpled,
how we huddled, hurt and aged.

And yes, the heavens mocked us
as they watched us twist and torque,
tortured by their constance, 
by their ease and by their work. 

Yes, the way we gathered
only loosely, not quite close,
while the bluish lights before us
reflected copies of our homes.

But yes, our shared resilience
lets us rise and stand again.
Yes, our hope. Yes, our yearning.
Yes, our body, voice and pen.

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Little bells sound far away
     even held up to our ears. 
Their tiny vibrations stretch
     for miles before they reach us. 
Steadily they ring, beckoning
     our gaze, chin tilted curiously,
echoing in the valleys of our brain
like whispered miss yous in the wind.

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you know i love you even if
you puzzle over how and why
you know i love you even if
you let your horrors crowd you out
you know i love you even if
you cloud your sun and thunder when
you know my love surrounds you but
you can't yet bear to feel its glow
you know i know you love me and
you know you love you too although
you try to find a reason why
you shouldn't and i don't but no
you do you do you do you do
you do and i, i love you too

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some random physics
will determine which
lucky air particle
will swirl sporadically
through open doors
and eager ducts
to feed my
oxygen-starved soles,
gently pressed together
in folded welcome,
while identical forces
leave other bits
of breeze and
atmosphere hanging, unused,
in my windpipe,
now so desperate
to dispel them,
let some wander
beyond these windows
ever upward and
feed others savagely
to the ravenous
orange flame set
before me reaching
upward, ever upward,
for its life

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breath-swollen hands open slowly
finger-cage to platter top: 
a morning offering

skin invisible: pitcher and 
planter, globe and lung, smooth-hard
delicate-durable

double-walled reservoir holds calm
potential in earth-basin,
flame flinches, thought-billows

complex gifts; one-and-one-and-one
is four, seven—I hold you
inside me even now: 

churn, settle, flicker, fill

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Where did you come from?
How do I know?
How do I trace you back,
follow footprints and crumbs,
take the twine, feel it slide
between my finger and my thumb
as I inch my way to the root,
dirt pushed under my nails?
Who blows the wind in your sails? 
And if I knock on their door
with the rain at my back,
hair slicked and mud-flicked
from my nose in your tracks,
would they see my filthy face
and open their arms
as you do? 
What earth nourished you?
What fire burned?
And would I feel answered
if I sought and I learned
how you love me?

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When I asked you what I can give,
you just looked me straight in the eye, 
smiled faintly as you blinked twice
and said, “be whole.” 

I have nothing
if not myself. I won’t always
forget to breathe when the world plays
a hand for keeps and bets my soul.

Hold me, hold me, hold me.
So I can breathe, so I can see, so I can be.

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