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love notes

a ritual to start the work week

Monday, May 17, 2021

being is braving
flowing is fierce
seeing is saving
knowing can pierce

armor forged over centuries
ribs hardened around hearts
aching arches and bended knees
heave beneath our broken parts

kneeling renews us
dissonance rethinks
feeling refuels us
listening relinks

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, May 10, 2021

fold myself like paper 
to find my length
sighing thru the stubborn bits
that resist the bend
not quite creasable 
so crowded with scribbled sentiments
dashed off promises
crossed and dotted
forgotten and blotted
that the sheaves of blank sheets
lined up behind
lay lost from sight
   smell their freshness 
as they slide 
fish slipping thru weeds
wishing on sun wrinkles
fleeting glimmers
waiting to be wonder filled
some new awe to be held

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, May 3, 2021

This Purse of Doubts you cherish so, 
praise high above, keep deep below, 
that you fill and you pack as you go-go-go,
do you know what it holds? Do its earnings grow? 

I see its weight behind your eyes,
can hear its heft inside your sighs.
I know that it seems a manageable size
to bear through the trudging on which life relies.

But stop and slip your hand within,
remove a coin, so bright and thin.
Now rub off the glimmer of where fear has been
to learn that it's rubbish, so you can begin.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, April 26, 2021

capillary swell     high tide
moon-murk swirl     full delta
tendrils flooded     big ohs
gone and going     bend and reach
rich mighty    slow    heavy roll
branches   breath ebb   sigh flow
cycular   sudden slips   easy now
ooohhh   red lips round   aaahh
crease   corners return   in
held  full  glowing wide   shine
for  given  word marsh  all  out
to  seep  sweeping  trickle  fan  
  oh   how   deep   our   river   runs   
 I   a m   b l oo d     re   f r e  sh   e  d

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, April 19, 2021

How can I square 
your thoughts and prayers,
your vows and oaths to change, for growth
with all the fear 
that keeps you here
so sad and still, no drive, no will?

Perhaps our lines 
will never meet,
my spirals mine to find, complete,
and your tower 
yours to protect.
Slept-on power can not affect.

So if I must 
unearth my own,
then let my gratitude be known.
I need not throne. 
I need not crown
to tear your broken systems down.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, April 12, 2021

the tip of the spear
the flat of the coin
pricked and pressed
prepared   to stack
to stand   to grind
to join   the grip
of your hand   the awe
of your gaze   resolved
renewed and relieved
to see   to breathe
to prove   to praise

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, April 5, 2021

Quiet can settle and firm like soil:
     rich with potential, heavy and dark.
          Press it into your palms.

Quiet can blow and flutter like breeze:
     lifting hair and leaf, sliding over skin.
          Spread your fingers for it.

Quiet can flicker and burn like flame:
     warm and bright, expanding.
          Keep it carefully nearby.

Quiet can spill and flow like stream:
     pouring over and into itself, slippery.
          Cup your hands to cleanse and sip.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, March 29, 2021

Hands spin ticking off old hours
our fingertips flick past fresh posts
ghosts of silent laughs and gasps 
grasping at our backs and beckoning
us toward reckoning with the rewards
hard won and wired into our brains
trained to fire joy off like guns
automatically responding to thumbs
and hearts and hands replicated
insatiable thirst for perception
desperately fearing deflection
destruction of our carefully framed
faces and names wild places tamed
racing to bottomless brunch mimosas
forever refreshing but never
addressing our pulpy fictions
friction bubbling under sunny skies
wise words forgotten as bunny hops
cops tried and the crying never stops
just so many digital tears 
tearing through our motherboards
another hoarder holding the heat
taken and shade thrown under
thundering buses backed up
stuck and cussing out cups and 
handcuffs for cutting us in line
time and time and time and time
wasted worrying who when what
why and why and why and why
hold     that     which     can     not     stop?

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, March 22, 2021

I come to myself my phone in one hand and a candle in the other
set for the expansive, expanding universes they reveal.
One we fall through in tandem, hand-in-hand,
float and flit, flicked and flowing, swept 
by so many streams. But the other,
this webbed and dusty attic,
must be mine alone.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, March 15, 2021

If I can't be your beacon, 
let me be your bay,
if not your bay, 
your shore,

or hoist your arms up wide
and hold my breeze.
Let me carry you
and you me.

Whether we stand apart,
deep seas between us,
or sail atop them,
shipmates,

we sing the only melody
either of us knows,
our voices wide
and high.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, March 8, 2021

One more stone is all the cairn can hold;
earth's riches move lump by lump.

Two is too is to juggle is to drop;
each blaze only lights the way to the next.

Three assemble forming four and five hums;
multiplied, seep to flood and flow to rush.

Six feet clear an easy path for seven, alone.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard