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love notes

a ritual to start the work week

Tuesday, September 7, 2021

We make stars from ourselves,
fashion them from our love, hope-stuff
caught in heaven, burning. 

A feedback loop turning,
building strength and expanding,
we give and get and give.

We reach, follow and live,
guidance grown from our focus,
leaving behind our hells.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, August 30, 2021

your devotion covers me
     sacred stone glimmers in the rain
— holds me
     ink sewn into these pages 

many palms against my spine 
calming my shoulders
     trellis wound with morning glory
     adorned and adored

     justice and forward tumbles
     feeling through mid-air
no certain future 
but every step firm

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, August 23, 2021

Look up
sun’s shine
cloud’s veil
rain’s kiss
boundless blessings

Look down
earth’s warmth
mud’s brick
foot’s point
grounded guidance

Look out
field’s breadth
tree’s reach
road’s palm
countless choices

Look in
heart’s pump
nerve’s spark
cup’s fill
sprouting promise

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, August 16, 2021

Terror chimes their ominous bells
     (time comes, sea flows)
Airplanes fill and earth-flames swell
     (wounds heal, heart knows)

Empty homes and crowded closets
     (time comes, sea flows)
Half-roofs that rains deposit 
     (wounds heal, heart knows)

Truck-beds haul away heavy sheets
     (time comes, sea flows)
Soaking, salty; sewing, sweet
     (wounds heal, heart knows)

Digging in sand, stitching with pens
     (time comes, sea flows)
Building will begin again
(wounds heal, heart knows)

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, August 9, 2021

Old hauntings float along my brain-creases,
airy refrains humming with summer bugs,
counting miles by hundreds. Souls by millions
crowd to micro-canyons under my skull.

Pin-head polkas and salsas slip ’tween
buzzing byways, all beep and honk, gridlock
brightened by these rush-hour street dancers,
small blooms opening spaces, forcing pause.

Quiet. Can you feel that one slow two-step
stalling the amygdala express bus?
The tapping toes of its gaunt passengers,
impatient to work my nerves? They can wait.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, August 2, 2021

restoring balance
     after a break
steadier footing
     in used shoes
new heirlooms
     warming/snug

even narrow paths can support our heft
     loads heavy on our shoulders
lightened by infinite angels

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, July 26, 2021

     Her wisdom waits
no rush to revelation
quiet canopy conceals
inevitable truths

     Humble rags worn
holy with heavy use
practiced purification
countless small circles 

     Hair smoke screen
legato plucking loops
unknotting knowledge
strand by strand

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, July 19, 2021

my coffee wants me to do a jig
or the hokey pokey
or to show up early,
but my computer is slowing me down.
     go fig.

five-day-old flowers flop and unfurl, alternately;
updates fail; a restart is required.

sitting here turning over a new week,
new cards—no leaves to speak of—
possibilities do-si-do between my temples,
squares bending into circles
like ice-cleaved stones
after a thousand years of melt.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Monday, July 12, 2021

Maybe hearts were made for breaking: 
pincushions, fluff-and-stuffed for jab 
after sharp jab. These squishy fists
that clench hope upon hope, ready
to absorb their dashings, spit out
the shards, muscle up like beefcakes
who tear themselves apart daily.

For surely hearts are made to heal,
watered with tears, tended with warmth:
woody roots that split and regrow
in fresh soil. Clumps of sod, damp and 
dirty, hold together, knowing
mostly darkness, unsure of the sun.
Turned over by our spades, they groan

before calloused hands reset them,
ready to nourish new growth.

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Tuesday, July 6, 2021

the path I walk is not my own
thrown around this loop centuries ago
flowing from ancient springs
flinging spray around this bend
sending sunlight into new creases
these tracks embrace my wheels
feeling warm and worn around me
deviating just slightly with momentum
something invisible that invites
widening the arc by degrees
easily press into fresh ground
round the curve
earth waiting millennia for our feet
meeting here and moving on

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard
Wednesday, June 30, 2021

reset; clouds roll into the valley,
green hills veiled by their rain,
hand presses through earth 
into fog

reset; fingertips grip boulder cracks,
brow-sweat swiped by thumb-base crease,
chest wet, pearlless and
clutched in awe

reset; cold glasses drip in the heat,
fast sidewalks calmed by savor,
slow sips and nibbles
nourishing

reset; long embraces stretch for days,
worn hearts warmed by reunion,
bright eyes shine from candor
and relief

 

love notes
a ritual to start the work week

Christopher Shepard